Watching the time go by......

As i watched the time went by a few days ago
Something struck me
It was just freaking rndom when
I thought what will happen when I die
Where will I go?
What will I do there?
And What must I do to get there?

So I was thinking about it
And the answers to all of my question
Was only to ask someone
And that was God
So praying to God
I knew he wouldnt give me a direct answer
But he gave me a sign
Not a fully 100% sign but
It really rocks when I read smth
And I might have eternal life
If I can find that answer
It may mean that for the rest
Of my eternal life
In screaming pain
Or in an extremely great place
Which would you choose?
But you just have to wonder what happens if we go there and we dont remember anything
What will happen?
Will it be real
Will we remember anything
Will we still see our friends?
What is going on with my mind?